I’ll Find You on a Beautiful Day: Episode 4
by quirkycase
More stress is heaped on our protagonist today as she’s forced to face an old betrayal on top of her housing troubles, misadventure in the woods, and worries about her aunt. But she has more than her own problems to worry about. A crisis brings the town together as everyone works to prevent a tragedy. Dangerous situations have a way of bringing all kinds of feelings out into the open, which may turn out to be the catalyst some need.
EPISODE 4: The Old House in My Dream
Coming back from his cabin, Eun-seob is surprised to see Hae-won running through the forest. He’s even more surprised when she grabs him in a tight hug. She collects herself enough to pull away and apologize, explaining that she was lost and scared.
“It’s cold, isn’t it?” he responds. “Let’s go back down.” Still shaken, Hae-won grabs onto his arm as if afraid of being separated. He takes a step back to gently pull her hand away so he can grab her arm to lead her out.
Back in the bookshop, Hae-won heads upstairs while Eun-seob sighs in pent-up worry. Disregarding the effects of caffeine on sleep, the insomniac Eun-seob makes them some green tea. Hae-won shares that her mom would leave her home alone sometimes when she was little. She’d feel anxious on days when she’d wake up to an empty house, worrying that her mom wouldn’t come back.
Hae-won had that same feeling when she was looking for Eun-seob earlier. Even so, Eun-seob reminds her that she shouldn’t go into the mountains at night. It’s easy to get lost. As he heads to bed, she wonders why he fearlessly treks into the woods at night, then. “Because I’m familiar with it.” He cautions her against going into the woods alone that like again.
Alone in his room, Eun-seob looks bothered and listens for Hae-won heading to bed. He stares out his window as church bells chime.
At school, Hyun-ji provides Hwi with intel on her crush Yeong-soo. For a fee, that is. Hwi pays her from Eun-seob’s wallet which she stole. Hyun-ji shares that Yeong-soo loves to read novels and even hopes to be a writer. After Hyun-ji leaves, Hwi notices a worn picture of a young boy and a man in the woods drop out of Eun-seob’s wallet. Hmm…
Hae-won and Eun-seob are awkward around each other in the morning, but Eun-seob invites her into the city with him. Since they have a lot of laundry between them, he can’t just do it at his parents’ house per usual. An hour commute for a washing machine is intense.
Hae-won agrees to go, and they both look excited for their little laundry date. During the car ride, the keychain with “Goodnight Irene” on it catches Hae-won’s eye. She asks why he would’ve said, “I’m happy you came, Irene” while drunk if Irene is indeed his sister Hwi. Plus, it sounded like he was addressing a girlfriend. “It’s not Hwi, is it?” Eun-seob is saved by his ringing phone.
Bo-yeong leaves work right as Eun-seob and Hae-won pull up across the street. She sees them parking and goes over. Bo-yeong really doesn’t let being unwanted get in her way, huh? Hae-won is pestering Eun-seob about the Hwi/Irene thing, so he darts inside. Hae-won turns and sees Bo-yeong.
Meanwhile, Jang-woo is up in the mountains with his Hyecheon City Hall colleagues for their kickoff ceremony for the new year. Apparently, it’s a yearly tradition to start the year with a hike, which Jang-woo isn’t thrilled about. They head back down after pictures, but Jang-woo looks worried about his colleague, Min-jung, who doesn’t look well and is wearing raggedy sneakers to hike.
In the city, Hae-won and Bo-yeong go for coffee. Hae-won cuts right to the chase. Bo-yeong has been going around claiming it was a misunderstanding, so what exactly was the “misunderstanding?” Bo-yeong nervously explains.
In flashback, we see a classmate asking if the rumors of Hae-won being transferred because she got pregnant are true. Bo-yeong angrily denies that’s the reason. So what’s the real reason? Bo-yeong hesitates, and the girl accuses her of not being that close to Hae-won after all.
The other girl goes running to share the news after she learns the truth. The story spreads like wildfire through the school. Soon after, Hae-won overhears those three girls gossiping.
In the present, Bo-yeong argues that she only told that one girl Joo-hee. She did it to stop the awful rumors she was spreading about Hae-won. Uh, did she actually think the truth would be easier on Hae-won? Joo-hee had promised she wouldn’t tell anyone else.
Hae-won points out the hypocrisy since Bo-yeong made that same promise. Bo-yeong says she trusted Joo-hee. “I trusted you too,” Hae-won counters. Hae-won argues that false rumors would have been better than the truth. She couldn’t fight against the truth. Hae-won leaves.
Bo-yeong chases after her and wonders what next. Will Hae-won never forgive her? It wasn’t even entirely her fault, so why is she punishing her like this for one mistake? “You were always good at playing the victim in front of others, and you still are,” Hae-won observes. Bo-yeong yells after her, but Hae-won walks away without a backward glance.
In the car, Eun-seob starts to suggest going to see Myung-yeo, but Hae-won preempts his question, saying she doesn’t want to see her aunt. Instead, Eun-seob takes her to the pharmacy for headache medication. The pharmacist tells her Myung-yeo was just in asking for the same thing.
Right then, Myung-yeo returns for athlete’s foot ointment. A stressed Hae-won aggressively asks why she needs it, thinking she’s hiding another illness from her. Myung-yeo frustratedly explains it’s for Soo-jung. The pharmacist intervenes since they’re both raising their voices by this point.
Outside, Hwi rides up and sees Eun-seob in his car. While she’s harassing Eun-seob for money, Jang-woo calls. He tells Eun-seob something has happened. After listening, Eun-seob urgently asks where he is.
Geun-sang stops by the pharmacy asking for one hundred hand warmers. Someone went missing in the mountains, he explains. Ah, I bet it’s she of the improper hiking shoes. Yep, Geun-sang confirms it’s Min-jung. Myung-yeo and the pharmacist are both familiar with her in that small-town way. Hwi comes running in to share the same news.
Meanwhile, the police are interviewing Min-jung’s colleagues to figure out where exactly she was last seen. Eun-seob pulls up while Jang-woo, who seems to be coordinating the effort on the civilian side, is reporting to the cops. Eun-seob wonders how she got separated when they all came down together.
We see in flashback that Jang-woo had been the first to notice she was missing. A coworker told him Min-jung had fallen behind, so he’d started asking others if they’d seen her. Jang-woo tells Eun-seob she likely went missing 40 minutes before they’d finished the hike.
Eun-seob surmises that’s mid-way up the mountain. He notes that, with the many rescue points throughout, it should be easy to find her if she yells for help. Jang-woo worriedly recalls that she looked ill. Eun-seob emphasizes that they need to find her before nightfall when the temperature drops. Jang-woo points out that the sun is already starting to set.
The rescue team searches well after dark and still can’t locate her. Hae-won shows up with Myung-yeo and Soo-jung and looks emotional as she takes in the hectic scene. In the woods, Eun-seob goes off on his own search and discovers Min-jung’s shoe.
Eun-seob calls out to her and hears a clanging sound. We see her striking rocks together as she lies hurt on the ground. Eun-seob follows the sound.
Hwi comes up to Hae-won to see if they’ve found Min-jung yet. Hae-won asks if Eun-seob is with the police, but Hwi says he took a different route since he’s familiar with parts of the mountain no one else is. Hae-won worries that it’s dangerous, but Hwi laughs it off due to her brother’s familiarity with the area.
Hae-won heard it takes three hours to reach the summit, but Myung-yeo says that doesn’t apply to Eun-seob. Hwi nonchalantly says no one worries about Eun-seob, which upsets Hae-won. She gets indignant on his behalf that people just expect him to do this like it’s nothing.
Hwi smiles in amusement as Hae-won continues ranting that it’s dangerous for him too. Can’t he get hurt like everyone else? Myung-yeo turns in surprise as Hae-won gets more and more worked up. Hwi laughs that Hae-won sounds just like their mom, who is currently crying and smacking Jang-woo for getting Eun-seob involved.
Hwi tells Hae-won mountain climbing is Eun-seob’s specialty. But even she’s getting worried at how long it’s taking him. Just then someone yells, “We found her!” Everyone goes running towards Eun-seob who’s piggybacking Min-jung. She’s quickly loaded into an ambulance.
Hae-won heads toward Eun-seob, but his family gets there first. She takes a step back as she watches his mother hug him through tears and his father and sister affectionately pat him. Hae-won gives a small smile and leaves with Myung-yeo and Soo-jung.
Eun-seob goes home with his family that night, and his mom tells him to stop going around saving people. His dad reasons that no one else is as good in the mountains, but Yeo-jung cuts her husband off. Echoing Hae-won’s earlier sentiments, she says Eun-seob is a person like everyone else and could get hurt.
Yeo-jung says she’s going crazy, and Hwi doesn’t help by reminding her she said the same thing when she saw her recent grades. Eun-seob tells his mom he’s okay, but she leaves in a huff.
Hae-won stays at Soo-jung’s that night. Alone in her room, she remembers getting lost in the woods herself and Eun-seob finding her. She then thinks of him carrying Min-jung on his back down the mountain.
Eun-seob approaches his mom outside. He explains that it was faster and more comfortable for him to go alone rather than joining the rescue team. She instructs him to stop going into the mountains alone. “Don’t go to that house either.” She worries there’d be no one to save him if something were to happen.
But Eun-seob thinks his mom, dad, and Hwi together could save him. Yeo-jung won’t hear of it and tells him she’ll really be angry if he does it again. Hwi comes up, laughing that she’s already mad so what’s this about next time? They all go back inside for roasted sweet potatoes.
There’s another book club meeting full of warmth and comradery. While everyone listens to Hyun-ji read aloud, we cut to when Yeo-jung had slipped in to stare at Eun-seob’s sleeping face, gently touching his brow and tucking him in. After Hyun-ji finishes reading, “A Small Love Song” by Hwang Dong-kyu, little Seung-ho goes next and reads his selection, “Owl at Home.”
We see in a flashback—I’m assuming, although the timeline isn’t that clear—Hae-won stopping by her frozen house and taking out the letter from her mom. After some deliberation, she had put it back without reading it. At the book club meeting, it’s Jang-woo’s turn, and he chooses “Natasha, the White Donkey, and Me” by Baek Seok. Hwi comments that he must like foreigners too, based on the name Natasha.
Everyone laughs in confusion as she and Hyun-ji start talking about how popular foreigners are now. When Hwi starts ranting about Irene, Eun-seob gives her a “shut up” look. Everyone starts messing with Jang-woo, as usual, and Eun-seob is off the hook.
On his way out, Jang-woo informs Eun-seob that Min-jung wants to meet with him. A little too invested, Hae-won immediately asks, “Why?” Eun-seob and Jang-woo both stare at her for a second before Jang-woo responds she must want to thank Eun-seob for saving her.
Once they’re alone, Eun-seob hands Hae-won a bag, telling her to wear what’s inside. It’s a new pair of sturdy boots. She wonders why he got them for her, and he thinks back to finding Min-jung’s sneaker in the woods. He replies that the terrain in the countryside can get dangerous. In his awkwardness, he walks away before she can respond. “Where are you going?” she calls after him. “The restroom.” Ha.
Walking home, Geun-sang expresses relief that Eun-seob didn’t get hurt, as does Jang-woo. Hwi lets Jang-woo know her mother is “waiting for the right moment to kill you.” Heh. Jang-woo insists it was out of desperation that he called Eun-seob. Hyun-ji wonders if Jang-woo likes Min-jung, making him stammer his concern was of the humanitarian kind. Uh-huh.
Hwi jokes that her mom won’t really kill him, but she may stick some pins in a voodoo doll of him. They laugh, but Geun-sang understands why Yeo-jung is so upset. Everyone depends on Eun-seob in those situations, but he’s precious to his family, too.
Hwi changes the topic and wonders if Geun-sang was ever the number one student. He responds he wasn’t, as it’s incredibly difficult. Jang-woo gets smug and unsubtly calls attention to himself. Hyun-ji looks over and comments he’s famous for being number one all the way through school. Hwi suddenly recalls Jang-woo went to Seoul National University.
Jang-woo is ready to teach her anything. Calculus? English? But all she wants to know is what kind of girls top students are into. She specifies she’s talking about Korean, not foreign, girls. Pfft.
While Hae-won is out sweeping in her snazzy new boots, she notices two beer cans tucked into the eaves in the back of the shop. She takes them inside and sets them on the table where Eun-seob has fallen asleep. She drapes a blanket over him and gently brushes the hair off his forehead to reveal a band aid covering a cut he got in the woods.
“It must have hurt,” she notes while staring at his face. While memories of his loving family play, Hae-won says in voiceover that she’s envious of his warm family since hers is so cold. She recalls how his family rushed to him when he came off the mountain and is envious of how many people love him.
The next day, Jang-woo rides his bike to work and chats with people along the way. He even stops to help the delivery man when boxes fall off his cart. Min-jung spots Jang-woo and runs up to eagerly ask if he talked to Eun-seob yet. Jang-woo thinks back to the conversation Hae-won butted into and realizes he didn’t get a straight answer.
Min-jung dejectedly wonders if Eun-seob doesn’t want to have a meal with her, but Jang-woo quickly interjects that’s not it. In fact, he said he would. (Did he now?) She’s excited to hear that, since she’s so thankful to Eun-seob. Min-jung walks ahead while Jang-woo takes a phone call.
At the bookshop, Eun-seob slept through the night at the table. Noticing the blanket covering him, he calls out for Hae-won. But she’s currently in the city at the market. While she makes her way back in a taxi, a woman arrives at the bus stop.
An elderly man stops the woman as she makes her way down the dirt path and asks, “Aren’t you Myung-joo?” Oooh, it looks like Hae-won’s mom is in town. Hae-won arrives just then, and they come face to face. “Mom,” Hae-won calls from a distance.
COMMENTS
I figured we’d meet Hae-won’s mom at some point, but I didn’t think it’d be so soon. I wonder if she even knew Hae-won is currently in town; she didn’t look like she expected to see her. Being back in town with her aunt has made Hae-won revisit how her mom’s actions wreaked havoc on her life, so maybe it’s a good time for Hae-won to face her. For her to be free of her past, she can’t let it keep festering.
Bo-yeong’s “clearing things up” and non-apology was underwhelming. But what I found interesting is that she truly doesn’t get how badly she messed up. She was so eager to explain her side that she didn’t really listen to Hae-won’s. I think Hae-won is right that Bo-yeong plays the victim, although I don’t think Bo-yeong even realizes she does it. People like her can cause more devastation because they don’t hurt others on purpose, but they refuse to take responsibility for the pain they inflict regardless. All Bo-yeong needed to do was show that she understands she broke Hae-won’s trust and apologize for the pain she caused. She was young and made a mistake—I think Hae-won would’ve forgiven her if she’d sincerely apologized and showed remorse. Instead, she wanted absolution and to win Hae-won over to her side.
Hae-won’s anger at everyone expecting Eun-seob to put himself in danger was sweet. In such a short time, she’s already become so protective of him. Between her and Eun-seob’s mom, no one is going to get away with taking him for granted, that’s for sure. Eun-seob is so quiet that it’s easy for his needs to get overlooked. Even though Hae-won is also quiet and introverted, she’s much more assertive and confident than he is. And it’s obvious that she’s willing to fight not only for herself but for those she cares about, which clearly includes Eun-seob now.
We got to see more Jang-woo in today’s episode, which is always a plus. He seems like such a caring person. He’s always watching out for people and helping wherever he can. I suspect even his bringing Hae-won into the book club was to give her some friends and get her more involved. And with the Min-jung situation, he was the first to notice she wasn’t with the group and actively start looking for her. Although, like Hyun-ji suggested, there might be more to his paying attention to Min-jung than his usual kindness. He did seem awfully eager to make her happy, seeing as he committed Eun-seob to having a meal with her because she looked upset.
Oh, and what’s up with that picture in Eun-seob’s wallet? I’m guessing he’s the little boy, but the man didn’t look like his dad. Are we in for a birth secret? Of course, it could just be a friend or another relative, but with the dramatic backstory Hae-won got, I wouldn’t be surprised to find out Eun-seob isn’t biologically related to his family. I feel like that cabin plays into things somehow. When his mom specifically asked him to stop going there, it seemed like there was more to it than just being worried about him in the mountains. Maybe I’m way off and it’ll be nothing, but there’s been so much emphasis placed on Eun-seob’s affinity for the mountains. That has to mean something, right?
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Tags: I'll Find You on a Beautiful Day, Lee Jae-wook, Moon Jung-hee, Park Min-young, Seo Kang-joon
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1 Pilgrim
March 6, 2020 at 8:34 PM
My take on ES. Purely speculative. He’s adopted. The man in the pic is his biological dad. That’s why his sister didn’t recognize the people in the pic. I wager the house in the mountains was his original home. Judging from the strange vibe in the pic, they weren’t a happy family. My take is that his dad is a distant remote figure who never really had connections with his son. I am hoping we don’t go down the child abuse route. ☹️ Anyway, ES was probably feral in his younger days, left to fend for himself and run wild. Probably why the Villagers seem to think nothing about him wandering off into the mountains himself. He was a wild animal, wolf boy. They are used to him wandering around the mountains on his own. Likely his father passed (?) and ES’s adoptive parents took him in. Possibly before his sister was born or old enough to remember. His adoptive mother is the one who opened up her home (and heart) to him. It would explain is social awkwardness.
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Eazal
March 7, 2020 at 3:22 AM
That could explain it.
Although I thought he may have been attracted to the mountains and found that man who taught him about the wild.
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pickleddragon
March 8, 2020 at 10:10 PM
Good theory! I think a lot of versions are possible. My own was - maybe it's not a father figure but like an elder son of the family. The family lost the elder son, and are too afraid to lose the second one. But then it also struck me that the person in the photo looked too old to be the elder son. Ah well. Whoever has read the book will know where this is all going.
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2 edgeofpage
March 6, 2020 at 8:50 PM
Literary references in I'll Find You on A Beautiful Day:
01. 'The Wind in the Willows' by Kenneth Grahame
02. / The Person I Love by Jeong Ho-Seung
Two of his poems are featured in the drama
- 'A Drink' in episode 2
- 'To Daffodil' in episode 3
The collected poems of Jeong Ho-seung 'A Letter Not Sent' is available in English, translated by Brother Anthony and Susan Hwang.
03. Tsuru no Ongaeshi (鶴の恩返し) / Crane's Return of a Favor
04. The Wolf's Eyelash
05. Yeon-i and the Willow Boy
06. / Every Day, A Cup of Poetry
The poem 'A Little Love Song' by Hwang Tong-gyu is also featured in episode 4
07. 'Owl at Home' by Arnold Lobel
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OldLawyer
March 6, 2020 at 11:29 PM
Do not forget that there is also a reference to the classic American folk song "Goodnight, Irene"- which was repeated in episode 4.
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growingbeautifully
March 7, 2020 at 2:10 AM
Thank you for compiling the reading list @sareureuk edgeof page!!
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Hertz_11:11
March 19, 2020 at 12:31 AM
Thank you so much, I was searching for this. By the way, may I know if you have any idea where I can read the original book of this drama? Or maybe if there’s an English translation of the book of this drama?
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edgeofpage
March 19, 2020 at 12:45 AM
The novel hasn't been translated into English. However there's an Indonesian translation, published by 'Penerbit Haru'.
If you're interested in buying the original one, you may find it on yes24 online store :)
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Hertz_11:11
March 19, 2020 at 1:31 AM
Thank you so much
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3 Mehgann
March 6, 2020 at 8:52 PM
Bo-yeong is the worst. I had a "friend" like her in high school. She still doesn't seem to realize that Hae-won's pain is NOT about her!!! I do think she was initially trying to actually help when she made the decision to share HW's backstory, and I have quite a bit of sympathy for teenaged Bo-yeong. She was wrong and dumb, but most of us are wrong and dumb when we are teenagers. It's part of growing up. But if you are a grown adult, you at some point should have come to recognize that you not only can, but almost certainly HAVE hurt someone you care about by being thoughtless, and what they want and need from you is not an explanation, but an apology. The acceptance that you were wrong. They want you to have to live with that. Not to hurt you, but to TEACH you. Our pain, the mistakes we make, especially those that cause hurt where we didn't mean to hurt, are what force us to learn to do better. Otherwise we'd stay at that selfish little kid stage forever.
Ugh, rant over.
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OldLawyer
March 6, 2020 at 11:27 PM
A good spot on rant if ever there was one.
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Eazal
March 7, 2020 at 3:25 AM
Bo Young is like a school bully. I mean, when they grow up bullies don't think they've done nothing wrong, they don't remember their bad behavior, and when their victims face them or just ignore them, they just can't understand why they are being that way. I found BoYeong that way, and I didn't like her at all.
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froyo
March 7, 2020 at 4:33 AM
yeah, i think HW will forgive her if she actually apologizes but nahh the first thing she said when they met was "there is a misunderstanding between us" not "im sorry about things that happened". i think thats the reason why HW is even angrier. and you are right boyeong is the worst.
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Kafiyah Bello
March 7, 2020 at 5:24 AM
MY favorite part is that she didn't forgive her, too often kdramas forgive people that don't deserve it and Bo Yeong is one of those undeserving, so I am happy she was open about her rightful anger.
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Eazal
March 7, 2020 at 10:28 AM
And I hope HW doesn't forgive her until she apologizes and make amends for all the pain she caused.
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4 R
March 6, 2020 at 9:10 PM
Side note: next week’s eps are getting preempted, I think, due to safety measures against coronavirus. Least that’s what I think I saw on soompi.
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5 raekaddict
March 6, 2020 at 9:17 PM
I loved hae won's little freak out when eun seob went into the mountains all on his own... And what secrets does eun seob's past hold can wait to get to it... Great recap as always.. 😁😁
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6 💜🍍☠ Sicarius The Queen of Melonia ☠🍍💜
March 6, 2020 at 10:57 PM
I'm actually uhm weirdly enjoying this a lot.
When last episode ended I was happy there was still one more this week. When this one ended I was like "noooo I have to waittt whatt??"
Eun Seop walking down the steps of the mountain in a black turtle neck, briefly on the ednges of the whole world, being handed his coat as an after thought, is really stuck in my head. Like I wanted to steal that scene right from the show and use it in something.
And then he got met by a loving, doting, worried family, and that was such an interesting contrasting dynamic to the two seconds before?
I don't know but I need more of this man.
Commentary on everything else reserved for now.
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OldLawyer
March 6, 2020 at 11:25 PM
Not only do we have to wait- but apparently we have to wait an extra week. Darn pre-emptions.
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💜🍍☠ Sicarius The Queen of Melonia ☠🍍💜
March 7, 2020 at 1:12 AM
What noooo what will I watch on Tues/Weds!!!
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growingbeautifully
March 7, 2020 at 2:42 AM
@sicarius I re-watched the part you mentioned, because you mentioned it. LOL. It was in slo-mo, how he remained a figure alone and comfortable in himself, and then had his family descending on him. He looked OK about it but a little bit as if, it was not necessary for them to react. He accepted it all with a good grace, especially his mum's big hug of love and relief.
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Kurama
March 7, 2020 at 3:22 AM
I though he looked kinda happy walking like that like if his loneliness was useful.
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modestgoddess
March 7, 2020 at 10:30 AM
The scene of him carrying her out of the mountain with the emergency workers and family rushing towards them was really moving.
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pickleddragon
March 8, 2020 at 10:20 PM
Totally agree! I caught my breath when I watched that portion of ES walking alone, wrapped in himself even with so much noise and chaos around. And then he was shaken awake after his family came, but he still seemed alone and distant. It was really well done.
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7 OldLawyer
March 6, 2020 at 11:22 PM
This show is unfolding at such a nice pace.
There was so much real truth in Hae-won’s response to Bo-yeong’s non-apology. Quirckycase is absolutely right about the devastation that people like that Bo-yeong cause in this world. Part of what I appreciate about this show is the insights which we get from the writing- in that sense this show reminds me of BECAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST LIFE which was extremely well written and full of insight. The reason why we do not like the Bo-yeongs of this world is because their arrogant lack of self-knowledge and the oblivious way in which they live make them fundamentally untrustworthy a well as destructive– as illustrated by the story of Hae-won and Bo-yeong. Contrast our dislike of Bo-yeong with our reaction to the lady gangster Park Hoo-ja in MY FELLOW CITIZENS: She is forthrightly bad, she knows it and she makes no apologies for it. She may be a villain but she is a villain with integrity- if she makes a promise to you she will keep it. She may be a bad guy but you can actually like her.
I like Quirkycase’s hypothesis as to Eun-seob’s past, which has to have been traumatic. But I also like the fact that we got to see a heroic side to him that apparently is actually well known and even appreciated by the people in his village- and even by the police and rescue workers. His sister calls him a “Mountain Beast” for a reason. When Min-jung went missing Eun-seob got a call- quite likely from the police. And no one bats an eyelash when he goes off by himself on a different path. Why would they? The regular rescue people have the recognized paths covered- they look to him to cover the ones no else recognizes. Send someone with him? Heavens forfend! That would just slow him down- and everyone is expecting him to cover a lot of ground as quickly as possible. In this emergency his community depends upon his unique knowledge and skills- which are undoubtedly connected to his dark past. That traumatic past came with a truly great silver lining- one that has been a great blessing to the people he has helped- including Min-jung who would have died were it not for our “Mountain Beast”.
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OldLawyer
March 6, 2020 at 11:36 PM
Actually it was Jang-woo who called Eunsob when Min-jung went missing. Any bets on Jang-woo and Min-jung becoming a secondary romance? I have not read the novel so I have no clue- and even if it were not in the novel the writers for the show might choose to add it to the drama- or not.
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Eazal
March 7, 2020 at 3:31 AM
I don't think so, in the preview we get a glimpse of Kim Young Dae, I think it may be him...
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OldLawyer
March 7, 2020 at 4:36 AM
So we have a new twist coming?
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ohduhree
March 7, 2020 at 9:30 AM
Yeah from the looks of it, KYD might be the 3rd person in the triangle. I hope Minjung doesn't get involved. I'd be happy if she'd be with jangwoo instead.
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Eazal
March 7, 2020 at 10:32 AM
I thinks JangWoo knows HW is attracted to ES, as he remembered she was the one to ask why did Min Jung want to meet ES. I don't think the show is going that way, and I wouldn't want it that way, because JW deserves someone to be in love with.
OldLawyer
March 7, 2020 at 11:37 AM
Jungwoo definitely has a thing for Min-jung and I think that they will be together- but first Min-jung have to get past her rescue inspired crush on Eun-seob. Right now she is understandably in the "patient has crush on doctor' stage.
8 Kurama
March 7, 2020 at 1:31 AM
So many questions! This drama is quiet and slow but makes me so impatient to know more about every characters!
The mother : why did she let her daughter alone, was it because of her father? Why did she kill him? I think it's pretty normal she goes back to the grandmother house. I like the fact the house is reuniting their family.
The Aunt : Is she really sick? She looks very cynical but she knew immediately who was Min Jung. She seems to care more than she shows.
HW: I understand why she's angry against Bo-yeong. But the fact she would prefer to be ostratized for something that is not the truth must be hard to understand for her teenager like Bo-yeong. She was pretty naive but didn't to hurt HW. But as an adult, I think she should have been more regretful and less playing the victim.
ES: Why does he know so well the moutains? And is it his house? His mum's fear looks more than just he can hurt himself. He looks like he needs to go there. I really like seeing him sorting out his lies about Irene :D
JW: He's really a good friend and the one without a painful past! I like how he is with everyone and the girls are teasing him :p
The couple : HW becomes possessive, it's a good thing :D
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LT is Irresistibly Indifferent and reminded of the slow march of death
April 9, 2020 at 9:39 PM
The Aunt's behaviour makes a lot of sense to me, especially if she is sick. It makes absolute sense for her to aggressively push her bird out of the nest. Making sure your children are independent and capable of taking care of themselves would be very important to a woman like her, especially when she knows they have nobody else to rely on. If anything, what surprises me about the character is how un-Korean she is (going entirely by dramas and how they portray family). If anything, I recognised what I would be like if I found out I was ill tomorrow. I'd want to be sure everyone around me could stand on their own two feet.
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9 growingbeautifully
March 7, 2020 at 2:37 AM
Thanks @quirkycase
On titles ... Show is I’ll Find You on a Beautiful Day and I just noticed that the title of this episode is My Old House in My Dream and it has Eun Seop pottering around the uninhabited mountain cottage, looking pensive and in a Dreamwhen he sits and leans, his appearance is like that of a little child, waiting. I tend to think he used to live in the mountain and goes back to <My Old House.
- I find it interesting that he leaves the house with a light on. He can, like the show title says, find the house, but he does it at night time without even a light. He does not need a beautiful day.
- He hears HW running and is able to find her. He is also the one relied upon to find Min Jeong. So far he finds people just fine at night.
I like that he notices things quietly. When he finds HW in the mountain he notes her sneakers which are not suitable for the countryside. He notices Min Jeong's lost sneaker, and rescues her, but this triggers a memory of HW. It's for her that he gets a pair of boots. As we long-time kdrama viewers know ... guys giving girls shoes mean something LOL.
And I like the hugs ... last episode HW's voice over said that for the poor lonely boy looking through the Wolf's Eyelash and not finding a 'real person', he should be hugged. Hae Won hugs ES out of fear and relief, and then later his mum hugs him too. I want ES to get many warm hugs from real people.
I wonder about the Wolf's Silver Eyelash and if ES peoples his night time with real online people as he blogs or whether they are imagined and he is just journaling his thoughts, instead of communicating them.
And so into this idyllic environment, HW's troubling mother now steps, with an insult as the first words we hear leaving her mouth. LOL. Interesting times ahead!!
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10 BC
March 7, 2020 at 3:06 AM
I didn't think at all about some birth secret. If the drama follows the usual k-drama plot path it can be true but as Eun-seob took the unusual way to save Min-jung as he followed his instincts I would presume that the story of The Wolf's eyelash is telling us that he might get lost as a kid and was saved by an outcasted man living in that house in the deep of the forest. It would explain the worries of his parents, especially his mom's. I couldn't find my son when he was 3 and a half for like 40 minutes and I was getting white haired on the spot. I trust him but he needs to tell me where he goes and I hate it when he disappears for his explorations without a word when I'm working on something.
Eun-seob is very interesting character. He's like an onion or a wild rose. In each rose there are so many petals nicely layered and they are hiding this beautiful scent and yet the wild roses are considered as unwanted weed in gardens. They're very useful for little animals, insects in several ways and even for humans because their fruit is the most important source of vitamins in late autumn after the first frost. Hae-won looks like he's been studying and observing her for years and maybe it was him who'd save her from drowning herself.
Hae-won is slowly showing her interest in ES. It looks like she was curious about him in highschool as well, that little peak on his notes showed us, but I think she didn't think somebody could like her because she was murderer's daughter.
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growingbeautifully
March 7, 2020 at 3:19 AM
That's a thought, that although HW had noticed ES in school, she never got to know him because she had distanced herself from everyone, thinking all would see her only as the murderer's daughter.
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11 Eazal
March 7, 2020 at 3:40 AM
For me this show is about the contrast of warm and cold.
The weather is cold outside, but you can feel the warm in the bookshop and in ES's family house.
ES is cold outside, but his family is warm.
HW family is so cold and distant, but ES family is warm, again, hugging and caring and worrying about his song.
Bo Young and HW friendship was warm as teenagers, but is cold now because BY doesn't understand all the pain she inflicted.
The members of the book club are warm and reliable to HW, while her family is cold and distant.
The outside shootings are cold, predominating blue tones, and the inside shoots are warm, full of golden tones.
I just don't know how I'll deal with a week's gap.
Damn COVID...
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12 shichybot
March 7, 2020 at 3:44 AM
Own up to your mistake, Bo yeong! You can’t make someone forgive you and you also can’t just be up in their face when clearly, they don’t want to see you. That was a BIG DEAL, what you did.
Eun Seob better get up the courage and say what he feels to Hae-won before the new guy (Oh Nam Joo from EY who still has the cheesiest lines) steals her away. Though I guess Hae-won has been developing feelings for him now; but she won’t act on them until he says or does something to let her know he likes her. Pali, Eun Seoba! ☺️☺️☺️
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OldLawyer
March 7, 2020 at 4:40 AM
Good advice for both people.
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13 hazelnuts
March 7, 2020 at 3:54 AM
I am actually starting to panic(?), the show seems a little bit quiet but intensifies every episode, gah! Haha. I am so used to delaying or overly fast paced dramas that thanks to this show, I get to enjoy everyone's theory about each characters or side of the story. Waiting for more secrets to unfold!
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14 reijeanne
March 7, 2020 at 4:05 AM
My theory: Eun seob used to live in the mountains with her father but one day he disappeared so his current family adopted him.
He was nice to everyone but is actually a secret serial killer whose victims are those who get lost in the mountains and hides them at his cabin. Until he saved Min-jung so I guess I was wrong. The snowy village seems to be a perfect setting for that type of show.
Im sad that the grandma is no longer around. I want to see her, the mom, auntie and Hae-won together. They all seem feisty and cool women.
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15 korfan
March 7, 2020 at 4:05 AM
I suddenly get this feeling that something bad awaits Eun-seob in the near future. I do hope this is not the case.
And Bo-yeong, I don't even know where to start with her. You broke a promise and messed up big time, Bo-yeong! That she doesn't understand this is truly terrible.
Thank you for the recap, quirkycase!
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LT is Irresistibly Indifferent and reminded of the slow march of death
April 9, 2020 at 9:40 PM
Being a teenager gave her a pass then. It does not give her a pass for sticking to the "it's a misunderstanding" line now.
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16 froyo
March 7, 2020 at 4:43 AM
im so into this drama aaaannndddd its delayed lol. i want to know more about Eunseob and Haewon and i wanna see the scene of them together a lot.
im sad that Eunseob who has family, sister, friends and villagers around him but still feels lonely. i said it again but i wish it wont ended on melodrama route (pleassseeee). i wanna see our lead, filling each other emptiness and live together.
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17 modestgoddess
March 7, 2020 at 10:25 AM
My guess is that Eun-Seob got lost in the mountains as a child and that man saved him. Maybe the man used to live in the cabin and Eun-Seob hikes the mountains to try and find him.
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18 bogumlips
March 7, 2020 at 10:31 AM
I really was hoping Bo-Yeong's reason was that someone overheard them talking and that's how the secret got out but to find out that she actually told someone her secret thinking it would help her! I'm glad Hae-won walked away.
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19 owl 🦉 🫰
March 7, 2020 at 7:56 PM
I knew this was going to turn heavy.
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20 loveblossom🌸
March 7, 2020 at 10:44 PM
The hugs in this drama gave us some insight about Eun Seob. Hae Won and his mother were so emotional and expressive when they hugged him fiercely in the two separate situations. He never initiated the close contact. Instead, he let others hold on to him. Many people rely on him while he mainly keeps his most personal thoughts and feelings hidden away. Who does he lean on?
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froyo
March 8, 2020 at 1:55 AM
maybe that is why he feels lonely. people around him actually shape him into the person he is right now. i think his mom and Haewon kinda know it and both feel upset about it.
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21 vlinder
March 8, 2020 at 5:19 PM
I feel like there is so much that still needs to be revealed about both lead characters and have so many of the same questions as mentioned in the recap and posts above. Not surprising as we are still in the beginning phase of the drama.
For ES, we know he wants the girl and can see that his greatest obstacle is revealing his feelings to her. I assume his character will develop to become a man who can express his feelings and be in a relationship with HW. However, we know so little about his backstory and why he finds it so difficult to express his feelings as well as why he finds it so difficult to comfort her.
For HW, we don’t know what she wants. Does/did she want the boy? (I feel like she is starting to like him because she is sensing he likes her) Why did she come back from Seoul? Yes, there was a glimpse provided of the insults she had to endure but why did it lead to her quitting her life and being unavailable for anyone from her previous life in Seoul? As I know so little about what she actually wants, I find it a bit difficult to determine who she wants to be at the end of the drama (I can only guess based on the genre and the fact that she is the female lead). The drama shows that she is wounded. We saw how she came to the village (murder of her father) and why she probably left for Seoul (people found out and bullied her). I feel like Bo Young provides the opportunity to show us what happened and how she is still affected by it so many years later. Her mother most definitely needed to be a part of the drama because she is key to her healing. Yet, how does this tie into the story between her and ES? I feel like, though we know more about her than ES, there is still a lot left to reveal.
PS: I LOVE the theories about ES's background! I wonder which one it will become.
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22 pickleddragon
March 8, 2020 at 10:16 PM
When I saw the shot of ES sitting by the door in the mountain hut, two characters/images flashed through my mind: one was EH Shepard's illustrations of Christopher Robin and Pooh, and the other was Calvin and Hobbes - both with their backs turned to us, looking away, not a care in the world.
This is a show that has me empathizing in more ways than one. The blogposts to an imaginary audience; the feeling of loneliness even with so many people around you; remaining quiet in a large talkative group, but observing and listening at the same time... It's like a video essay on introversion, and beautifully done.
One thing has been nagging me: where is HW's cello? Did she bring it with her from Seoul at all? if yes, did she salvage it from the frozen Hodu House?
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23 SooHa
March 9, 2020 at 1:46 AM
I also thing there's birth secret story in there. The aunt said that Eun-seob is 'missing' for some time and I'm very curious where he is on that time. He's so mysterious, more mysterious than Hae-won.
And I hope Jang-woo would have a happy ending with any girl that he likes cause he just so sweet.
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24 guest
March 9, 2020 at 7:00 AM
After going through episode 1 again, I feel like something happened to ES twice. Once when he was younger (because of the photo Hwi found of the little boy and the man) and after he graduated from high school. He was still around in high school and then something happened after everyone graduated high school -- maybe his loneliness became more apparent at that time because the people who were surrounded by left the town (Jang Wook left for SNU and HW (his crush) went back to Seoul) and there was a point in time when he was "missing" for a few years, which was said by HW's aunt. The curiosity grows...
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25 Tinacu
March 9, 2020 at 8:29 AM
Because there are no episodes this week ..... I’m rewatching episodes 1-4 and I’m so glad! I missed so much...... things are making so much more sense 😃
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26 bluekitchen
March 9, 2020 at 8:57 AM
I love this episode This show is about two very withdrawn people, so the music, lighting, weather and scenery dropped hints about what they would never say aloud. Subtly the leads are dropping walls. Voicing fear, concern, disappointment. That hug in the forest was a turning point; so was buying shoes, and being rescued, and the relief of familar people waiting for you at the end of a dark path. It's easy to hide in a forest and get lost in a forest, but both scenes are about finding a safe place through it. Reminds me of the musical Into the Woods.
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