MSM14
We are getting closer to the scary part The Face Off.. and Dady bulldog is so ruthless.
I felt so sad seeing Poor ji hwanie hurting himself for his dad to see.
now he saw HyunWoo getting hurt and next Eun Ha.. hence the precap
But 15th episode.. its sooo late to break them up and to give a satisfactory feelings..

and now i get why first 10 epi were all about uri OTP, n fun n quirky cause later half will make me breathless with all the scary mobster trying to hurt my sweet mobster.

sigh but it feels empty to watch this show with so less of OTP and deerlings quirkiness.

Confession Time
and Long post alert.

I am an extreme introvert esp in socia gatherings or discussion among multiple people (if not my office discussion) i just cant share my views, even if i do i avoid eye contact or fumble or just mess things up.
It always gives me this crippling anxiety of seen as someone who lacks confidence or cant talk in huge crowd or may be made fun of. My heartbeat goes rapid and sweaty hands and it feels like end of the world. Which is why i tend to avoid social gatherings as much as i can but at times i try to muster up my courage and go out to face the unknown but not without trembling legs and fast heartbeat. So i used to feel like failure thinking i cant overcome it this fear of facing a crowd.

But now after doing so much research on Eom Tae Goo watching his interviews, House on wheel epi, Press conferences and almost all kind of social interactions.. i hv learnt just so much from this man.
Like how he just doesnt take any of sarcasm, or fun on his shyness, to his heart. He just laughs alongwith the people making fun of him, his voice, his sweaty hands, his nervousness or his low voice etc. And his smile just let people know its nothing so serious, he is all ok with it.

I was so shocked to see his reactions to those comments.. which i could never do in my life. I always avoid such interactions cause those people making fun makes me more angry than nervous. And i also fear that people will think how fool i am.

Now i think i got some one i can look upto and learn this life skill to take life less seriously and instead of getting nervous or angry just laugh it off.. even with rubbing hands or forehead.
And Fighting ❤️ to myself. I can do it.

Thank you Eom Tae Goo Oppa for coming into my life.

MSM13 another Serious and Sincere epi even than the last weeks epi..
JaeSoos moonwalk and the precap made me laugh so much.. 🤣🤣🤣

Eum Tae Goo being Seo Ji Hwan
in Punch Drunk Boxer and Sweet Mobster
🤣🤣🤣🤣
Nervous to the point of running 🏃‍♂️ 😬 😅

man he is soooo cute n shy n adorable…
ok my last post of the day.. and am off to sleep n yes tomorrow is Mobster Day..

Less than 24 hours for next epi and i am watchitn old bts videos..

i am not alone struck by n stuck at Aegiya Khaaja🙈🙈🙈🙈… whole fanbase wants to listen it again
@seeker

my rabbit hole looks soooo pink pink 💗💗💗💗

just uri OTP moments of epi 11, 12
btw do we have any name for our OTP yet ?

An Introvert\’s nightmare… close proximity with your subject of affection cause \”its dangerous 😳 \”(in his own words 🙈🙈🙈)

Case of curious Mr. 🐧 after a milk bath 🛁, and a virtual tour of world map 🗺
(triggered by smooth talker being so smooth while giving his business card to Miss 🐧)
🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂

Drunk Mobster is such a Sweet Human Being 💕 💗

When Penguine made its first appearance in 2nd epi…Hwangjae Penguine meeting his friend 🙈🙈🙈

Aegiya Khaaja finally here..

and some lonely frames of Seo Ji Hwan…

The Kiss and his soul must hav visited Heaven for a second 😇

The Most Beautiful 😍 frame of MSM so far.. for sure not a happy moment but the way its framed, the colors, UTGs position in frame and the staircase in background, i just had to pause n appreciate❤️