I was so stupid! I made the same mistake again. I’m really pathetic. I’m posting this because I have no one to talk, because this is where I have friends. Because people DO want to talk with me here.

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    Don’t be too hard on yourself beanie. As the saying goes, “Mistakes are proof that you are trying.”

    Hugs to you though ❤️

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      Thanks for the hug, but I seriously shouldn’t be trying this. Your reply to my post made me realize that I’ve been trying… Now I feel sorry for myself. It’s okay. I will learn a lesson from this anyway. Yeah, it’s okay…

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      And I’m really really embarrassed. I can’t believe it! After everything I went through… I still expect it?? Wow! I must be crazy really!

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        I have this conversation with myself way to often. When I try things and they don’t work (especially recently when nothing seems to be working out). So while I think you’re being to hard on yourself I won’t say it because I certainly wouldn’t listen to it. I will say you vent your own heart out here! Beanieland is such a welcoming community. I get what its like to not feel like people want to talk to you irl maybe thats the case maybe it isnt (for me its embarrassing to talk to irl people about how often and how hard I’m failing at everything) but I’ll leave you with a song. I love this song and I’ve been listening to it a LOT recently. Maybe it’ll help you too.
        https://youtu.be/BKbNsxhrG7c

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    Everybody makes mistakes. Mistakes help you to learn how to do better next time. So you shouldn’t feel so defeated. Stay strong! 💖

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      Thanks for all the comforting words. But this guy said that he doesn’t really want to talk with me…. Aish! I could die from the embarrassment!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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        Pss.. He doesn’t deserve your attention if he is being that inconsiderate with your feelings. Don´t waste your time and energy with people that hurt you.

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          Sigh… I’m embarrassed and hurt! I mean, well I can’t blame him. Even when I was in school it was the same. No one really wanted to talk to me so I’m ALMOST used to it but not completely.

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            Hang in there. I know how you feel. I’ve always been the most talkative and opinionated of my few friends and I feel like half the time they just want me to shut up, but like what Se-hee says, you really only need one good friend, and I found a friend who let’s me go on and on and on. Even if you haven’t found one now, you will eventually. Never be afraid to put yourself out there. It’s their loss not yours if they push you away.

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