DYLB #10
OMG the angst! I hardly can handle it.

1. That suitcase is giving me anxiety. Up until yesterday, I was satisfied with JY just tucked it away in his closet, but now I really need him to, idk, burn it? Throw it to the deep deep ocean? Sometimes I feel like I’m SA with all the overthinking and insecurities flaring up all over the place.

2. Speaking of insecurities, I actually don’t think the issue in the last scene was about JY moving on from JK, it’s about SA’s inferiority complex. Cause so far, JY has done everything he could to assure her of his feeling, that he’s committed to her. But she needs to meet him half way too, she needs to gain confidence and go fight for him! Kick that bitch in the face and go claim your man girl! I have confident that since the drama has raised the issue, they are going to address it eventually. Here’s hoping for organic character development, and soon *finger crossed*

3. The same goes to JY. JY, sweetie, you have been doing great as a boyfriend, being there for her and listening to her and comforting her. How about doing the same for yourself? Sharing and let her comfort you too. I know you can do it!

4. Also, it amused me greatly that JY’s totally aware that SA loved the violin more than him? Like 1) She was so ready to fight when she thought he asked for the violin, and he let out this knowing laugh (I don’t blame her tho, after the event in ep 7, it’ll be awhile before she trust him with the violin again). And 2) Did you see him grinning after being compared to the violin, he was SO happy when MS told him that SA might love him *just as much* as the violin.

5. All the selfish friends can fall off the face of the earth for all I care. I despite the whole lot. None of them deserve our wonderful little beans. I mean do they really need them? They can be both friends and lovers to each other at the same time, who cares about the rest?

6. But apparently, cute beans love those friends so much. As much as I want my cute beans to just drop those toxic people, I’m afraid they won’t be able to do it *sob*

7. I’m glad there were some *positive* development between JY and his teacher this week, at least things seemed to be working out on this one relationship for JY. I let out a huge sigh of relief, one can only handle so much stress.

8. SA’s teacher on the other hand, someone please remove SA far and away from that evil witch, please! I’m dreading what’s about to go down. I don’t know where this story line will go, I just know I will not like it.

5. No sexy english this week, but we got JY’s sexy stares and JY sexy back. I’m definitely not complaining. (I may have been staring at this gif I made for an unhealthy long amount of time)