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Our Movie: Episodes 1-2

The new SBS romance Our Movie has arrived with intent to make us sob, swoon, heal, and ponder what we would do in our life’s last moments. With measured pacing and visuals fit for the big screen, I’m already sold on this story about a movie director and the actress he discovers to play her first and final role.

 
EPISODES 1-2

“Just when we think the end is near, that’s when life begins,” says the voiceover as we make our way into this tale. And so the theme is set as we’re introduced to our male lead, LEE JE-HA (Namgoong Min), who wrote and directed a hit movie five years ago — and has been “working on his next script” (a.k.a., hiding out and not producing much) ever since.

While we hear about his “sophomore slump,” we learn that it’s not as simple as it sounds. This screenwriter isn’t just suffering from the pressure of needing to one-up himself on the next round — he also lost his father and had a breakup at the same time his movie premiered. He’s racked up a lot of losses and, as we go along, we’ll find out that he also lost his mother at an earlier age, making the title of his debut movie, The Lonely People, feel very fitting.

We learn that Je-ha’s father was a famous movie director too — which brings out all the haters who claim Je-ha’s movie only did well due to his connections. Je-ha seems to believe this himself, and when he’s confronted by a crude director about his lack of talent, Je-ha says the comments are brutal precisely because they’re true.

Still, Je-ha cut ties with his father long ago — and this is where the plot gets seeded for our story. We learn that his father’s most famous film, Love in White, is at the heart of Je-ha’s hatred. A year after Je-ha’s mother died, the film was released, starring the woman his father was rumored to be having an affair with. Je-ha still harbors all the anger of his father moving on to live out a love story with this new woman, both on screen and off.

That is, until he has a run-in with the film’s now-aging star and she tells him he should take a look at the original script. He clearly doesn’t understand what the writer was feeling, she says. Je-ha rejects the idea, saying that the viewers’ feelings matter too, but ultimately finds himself rummaging through his father’s belongings to locate the hand-written script. It bears a name that is not his father’s and, in that moment, Je-ha starts to change his tune about the movie. As it turns out, it was written by his mother.

It’s an autobiographical account of her feelings of love, while also contending with her own impending death, which is what made the story a classic. Now, there’s a producer who wants to remake the movie, and Je-ha is up for the job. While he initially wouldn’t go near the project, this revelation changes his mind, and the next thing we know, he’s looking for a leading lady to play the terminally ill main character.

Enter our drama’s leading lady, LEE DA-EUM (Jeon Yeo-bin). We get to know her in pieces, as she rides around on her bike and appears to live a happy-go-lucky life — except she’s visiting a doctor regularly and setting alarms to remind herself to eat. She’s also continually holding a camcorder to film her day-to-day encounters, which is how she winds up meeting our male lead. Sitting outside a convenience store at night, she looks through her lens as he approaches, blurry at first, before becoming clear in her frame.

Da-eum comes off like a bit of a weirdo, offering him a juice and then making him feel guilty for taking it, but she also maintains her chipper attitude, which highlights the clash in how these two are characterized. Je-ha has a dark cloud around him, which, to me, reads as total resignation, but is interpreted as coldness, distance, and outright jerky behavior by most people. Da-eum on the other hand is light, jokey, and always smiling. She’s happy to run into to him (she knows who he is), and doesn’t seem to register his mood.

While this first encounter is a short one, our leads stumble on each other twice more before they enter each other’s lives in earnest. In the interim, we learn that Da-eum is an actress, but on the set of her first major role, she collapsed and was then diagnosed with the inherited terminal illness that killed her mother. Her father, a doctor, has her living in hospice in order to receive care, but Da-eum feels like she’s there waiting to die. She’s only 25 and has been living a contained life since she collapsed at 20. And all she wants to do is live out the rest of her days as she chooses.

As she comes to terms with her imminent death, she walks around the city recording all the pretty things she finds, in case she never gets to go out and see them again. But beyond that, she really wants to leave something of herself behind for the people she loves, especially her dad. And this is how she ends up auditioning for Je-ha’s movie.

When our pair meet for the third time, Da-eum is supposed to be a consultant for Je-ha’s script rewrite. He thinks he’s going to meet with a doctor to discuss terminally ill patients, only to learn he’s there to talk with someone who’s actually dying. At the meeting, Da-eum learns that he’s remaking Love in White, which is one of her favorite movies, and she gets the idea to show up unannounced for the casting call.

Je-ha isn’t happy that she’s there, and he doesn’t want to cast a person who could die during filming — even though everyone was blown away by her acting. For her part, Da-eum has about a year to live, but she wants to play this part even if it prompts a sooner death. The role was made for her; she can play this character because she is this character, she says.

And the evidence lies in the fact that Je-ha is rewriting the script using exact lines that come out of her mouth. He’s already stated that he wants to update the 1990’s script with a female character that has more ambition and will than the original, and he’s seeing that spark in Da-eum.

At their next few run-ins, Je-ha continues to say she’s not getting the part. But then, she receives a text that says she’s made it past the first round. Her father doesn’t support her acting, not in the condition she’s in, and so, she leaves the hospice on her own accord and seeks out the support of a close friend, who cries happy tears along with her as she receives the news.

Her next meeting with Je-ha is an interview, where she makes her case again. Je-ha acts distant as usual, but as Da-eum is leaving the room, he approaches, stands too close, looks in her eyes, and says he has one condition: “Don’t die.” And so, it looks she got the part.

Not a bad premiere week at all and I’m looking forward to see how this develops. I’m hooked by the setup, the conflicts that both leads feel with their parents, and Je-ha’s sense of defeat, which has him acting almost numb at times. The opening line, about life beginning when the end is near, feels like it applies to both characters, even though only Da-eum is close to actual death. Je-ha says that he feels like he’s been rotting away for the past five years, and this new encounter, along with the project to revive and remake the past in some sense, is exactly what he needs to bring him back to life as well.

One thing I’m not loving is the age difference and possibility of a power imbalance. Je-ha is older than Da-eum, experienced as a director, and known in his industry. Da-eum is an unknown actress, who’s not only young and inexperienced, she’s also portrayed with qualities that make her seem even younger. We know she’s never dated before, while Je-ha has a backstory with another leading actress (the star of his first film), who he broke up with in a pretty callous way when their dating scandal broke. All of this had me a little uncomfortable when Je-ha went from cold to close in a matter of seconds at the end of Episode 2. I’m not opposed to it, but let’s keep the otherwise-excellent pacing intact here, Drama.

That being said, Namgoong Min is stunning all the way through (visually and acting-wise). So, add that to the emotional way Je-ha’s character and conflict have been built up and it’s impossible not to like this guy. I have faith that these two are going to meet in the middle, evening out both of their current personalities. And when that happens, it’s going to be beautiful.

 
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100% agree about the power and age difference. I did not realize she was playing a 25 year old. That explains a little bit her child like qualities, her pre-frontal cortex just fully matured. That being said I really enjoyed the first two episodes and I hope they take it slowwwwww. I am ready.

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I don't mind the difference of age. I think she had to become more mature very fast with her mother's death, with the idea it could happen to her and then the confirmation she has the same illness and not a lot of time anymore. I didn't feel like she was cautious because of her age, she was pretty straightful. She completely invaded his life as much he did with her. The way he saw and heard her when she wasn't even here.

I really liked their synergy together, their conversations about not really happy subjects.

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I'm not sure why they have her as 25 or why she speaks in such a childish way, but I liked the drama overall. It's got a very cinematic vibe and the cinematography is just gorgeous. The flow of scenes also makes me feel like I'm reading a very good novel.

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JYB's childish portrayal is not working for me. If they wanted someone younger, they should've chosen a younger actress. In any case, I don't think a 25 year old talks like that. Though, a few things in the show worked for me. NGM being one of them. I heard the show got criticized and he requested people to watch till ep 5. So maybe I'll keep watching till then.

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But I'm glad to report, the OST is good.

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Thank you for sharing the info re holding out until episode 5. I am in anyway and my frustration is wishing this was a single drop because I am really enjoying it and a week is too long to wait.

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I can't stand yeobeen. Her role and her acting.

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I really enjoyed the first two episodes, and am eager to see more. I wonder if will find out more about Je-ha's parents. I was shocked and outraged that Je-ha's father took credit for his dead wife's movie script, and turned it into his most famous movie. What a despicable bastard he must have been.

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The way I interpreted the father’s backstory is different. That movie (in my view) was a tribute to his wife who wrote the script about her illness and shortened life. What happened though was it was made immediately after her death with a lead actress rumoured to be his girlfriend - but obviously people were not aware of the story source. And that included Je-ha himself until the actress urged him to check out the original script. The actress seems keen to correct the wrong when telling Je-ha this. The movie seemed to be a well made one and became the best out of all his works (more likely with his own feelings and emotions).

It is against this background that the whole plot is enriched with personal regret and incentivising Je-ha to re-write the story.

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I see your point, and you're probably right, but it appears that she was not credited as the author of the script and to me that is an egregious oversight (?) on the husband's part. In my eyes he stole her script and took all the credit. He denied her dream.

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PS - I saw Je-ha's incentive to re-write the story was to right the wrong and give his mother's story back to her.

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I won’t be surprised that it’s the wife’s personal wish not to make the authorship known to the world. This seems in keeping with her personality we’ve seen in the limited scenes - a behind-the-scene-woman of a famous director. Hope we have further clarity as the story moves forward. I’m sure Je-ha’s re-writing will do justice to her mom regardless.

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Good point. I'm sure the truth is somewhere in the middle.

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The Wife is an excellent 2017 movie where the “woman behind the man” chooses to let her husband take credit for her writing. The movie is sympathetic toward her decision but makes plenty clear that behind the “choice” lay societal dynamics that make women make themselves small so that men can shine.

Sure, we don’t know yet if it was theft or a “choice.” And I don’t judge her even if it was the latter (esp. given the times she lived in). But you are not permitted to claim someone’s work as your own just because you’re their husband. You sir, are a liar and a thief.

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This whole controversy and plot point about the first draft's provenance and authorship is very fascinating to me (kind of reminds me of Frankenstein & Mary Shelley - though it went over better for her).

This whole idea of "overwrite" (literally and metaphorically) or writing over a text as creative appropriation is interestingly replicated in NGM & JYB too in Love in White 2.0 - one generation later.

Did you remember how the lines she was asked to read during her audition were literally what she told him? Practically word for word (tis not even appropriation, it's wholesale plagiarism lol)

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What an excellent comment and observation, @empressgirl ! I'm keenly interested in seeing how these creative appropriations are ultimately handled for both generations.

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Tbh, I think like what PYC said, this whole authorship issue probably has a lot more nuanced backstory to it.

On the surface, it looks like both sick women took a more "passive" role to the men but that's totally subverted by the clues breadcrumbing the script.

(a) The power gradient between Je-ha & Da-eum seems to be pretty steep - in favor of Je-ha. But her inner speak betrays a totally different reality: "I suddenly realised I could be the lead role in the movie of my life. But in order to do so, I need to cast Je-Ha in this."

For a terminal illness patient, she exudes main-character energy BIG-TIME and seeks to control her own narrative, appropriating Je-ha into HER story.

(b) Je-ha's mum: I won't be surprised if it is later revealed that this entire film idea is initiated by her in order to "leave behind something for the ones I love" (Da-eum's expressed dying wish as well). If that is not agency, I don't know what is.

There is also one dialogue refrain that repeats like a leitmotif in the original Love in White, underscoring volition and agency in all its most destructive force. "I have every right to destroy myself!" (so says the female lead, and Je-ha's mom)

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If she left behind a script for the ones she loves, her husband could have still made the movie while giving her full credit for it. That’s how an equal partnership works.

I had wondered while watching the 2017 movie whether people still need reminding women deserve full credit for their creative work. This “nuance” reminds me in 2025, some of us still prefer they sacrifice instead.

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Absolutely love @joanna (empressgirl’s) assessment that Da-rum exuding main character’s energy big time here. It is really her proactive and close to aggressive behaviour that will land her the FL role in the new movie. She’s the master here. Any attempt by Ja-ha to reject her will be futile.

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At first I was scared to try this out for the terminal illness story, but I really liked these episodes. It isn’t treating terminal illness in a cliche way. I feel as if the point is we all only have so much time. We try to avoid thinking about our own deaths, but it might actually be better to look at death straight on. Then we can more often do what we want to do with our lives.

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I agree with you about looking at the future head on. It's a really difficult experience to dramatize with nuance, but learning not to be afraid and live in the moment is, like, the pinnacle of human existence right? Two years ago I had a health episode and was told I probably had a terminal illness. It was pretty difficult to process but now I am
much happier than I have ever been, despite all the bull**** in our world. We can only do our best. And as it turned out, I'm not sick and hopefully have a long life ahead.

I am a little nervous about a miracle cure in the last episode... k dramas don't use real world facts lol but I think this story would lose something if that happened.

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Thanks for sharing your experience! I am glad it helped you live happier.

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*HUGS* ❤❤
post-health scare, do you feel a change in your life philosophy or outlook? like maybe, carpe diem!

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Oh yeah, definitely. I focus more on what I want and care about than before. I'm not perfect lol
but life is a lot easier when you truly accept the fact that you're going to die and quit wasting time on bs.

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Just started it...but.....I've seldom seen product placements quite so well woven with the story line 😂

NKM looks so fine ❤️ I've never been a JYB fan, but she is bringing a freshness I didn't expect (though I wish this penchant for acting like fifteen year olds would cease becoming the epidemic it currently is amongst the SK actresses.)

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I hear ya 😂I've noticed that NMK dramas do tend to have a lot of PP but I think that goes hand in hand with his standing as a 3 time Daesang winner.

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I LOVE the premise and the layered interplay & iteration loop of life imitating art and art imitating life.

I love the themes of grief resolution, art as ode to life, and your legacy after you die, rewriting the script of your life (whether to gain agency and greater volition, or as therapy to reinterpret/neutralise a past trauma).

Both FL & ML are respectively dealing with grief and death - as a past event, an on-going current process, and an anticipation of a future expected end.

I won't be surprised that this contemporary remake and modern revision of Love in White turns out to be their personal redemptions and reconciliation with their own pasts & histories. ML with the death of his mum, then dad, and eventually his love (FL). FL with the death of her mum, and eventually her own death and separation from her love (ML).

That last line was so loaded when ML turns to FL and utters his only condition to have her as the female lead of his movie (and by extension, his life): "Don't die."

I hope they will be honest, sensitive and courageous in their inventory of this of-difficult emotional terrain of depression and terminal illness. Go all the way - to the end. No matter how bittersweet it will be.

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Love your take - I’m in total agreement!

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I also love the theme of family legacy and inheritance: what exactly did our parents leave behind FOR us, or inside OF us?

(i) Da-eum: it was bitterly poignant for her doctor dad when he remarked: "I keep wishing she would inherit the good parts of her mum, but the one thing I do not wish for her to have, she got it from her mom (i.e. the hereditary condition that would kill her in the same way). She also inherits her mom's joie de vivre and quirky nature.

(ii) Je-Ha: his family legacy of a legendary film director dad weighs more heavily on him -- as both bane and blessing.

The masterpiece "Love in White" is in reality a legacy bestowed and left behind for the ones they loved (namely their son, Je-Ha) by both the father (as director) and the mother (as writer). Whilst the estranged son has cut all ties with the dad in response to what he perceived as a betrayal of his dead mother, he cannot deny the inheritance running in his blood.

In the early part of the pilot, it is alluded that it is a rarity for the same person to win awards for BOTH screenplay and directing but Je-Ha managed to do so for his debut work (a testament to the respective talents of his dad and mum manifesting in him)

This is in so many ways a love/hate story we have with our own family heritage and inheritance - what we love, what we loathe, what we embrace, what we renounce and how we can ultimately acknowledge and make peace with it and move on.

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I'm a sucker for NGM. There is something about this man, he manages to radiate this aura. He doesn't have to say any dialogue but through his face and the way he holds his body he can speak volumes. 
This show already feels like a guilty pleasure with the beautiful cinematography, the carefully interwoven music, great script and wonderful acting.
I hope it continues. 

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Two episodes in - I’m totally SOLD. Yes, there will be tears and tears but we will get a soulful love story (which is hard to get by these days unlike the early era of kdramas).

The two leads are mesmerising. We expect great performance from NGM but I’m blown away by JYB’s layered performance. That’s not childishness but rather a shield she builds for herself to suppress the unavoidable sadness given her situation. That is why she can’t switch her tone immediately from childlike to rational as the situation calls for it. To her, there is the cold hard fact of her impending passing but for exactly the same reality, she wants to have a world of her own choosing - filming the beautiful things in life and pursuing her lifelong goal of acting. JYB understands this character and delivers beautifully.

Lastly, I have dear ones pass away one after another that hit me hard on the “live for the moment”. I hope I can draw some lesson from this story.

Can’t wait for the next episodes.

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Re:(which is hard to get by these days unlike the early era of kdramas).

Tis interesting you raised this point. It harkens back to the meta- and historical reference made by his female AD who is also an aspiring writer.

She specifically pointed out that Love in White was produced during the 90s - at the height of the melodrama wave (with its own very specific historical-cultural zeitgeist and nuances)

Our Movie may well be a nostalgic homage to that long-gone age of weepies where FLs typically die of terminal illnesses like leukaemia (Autumn in my Heart anyone? ok, that's early 2000s lol)

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With what we’ve seen and heard so far, I believe this drama is a homage to the weepie melos themed on terminal illness. That’s one crazy era with so many different types of cancers and other terminal illnesses - that Kdramas are famous for - LOL.

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That's why I love how meta the script is.

It seems to be cognisant of the trope minefield it has to trawl through even as we have a ML who keeps making sardonic and derogatory remarks about the film genre of melodramas.

I like that dialogue between the first eye-rolling doctor/script consultant and Je-Ha, who basically shot a myth-busting retort at the jaded film director: "There is no stereotypical case of terminal illness patient. There are as many types of terminal illness as there are patients; every case is unique."

And the breezy deadpan reply of NGM: "So long how shall I give my patient in the script to live? One year? 6 months?" It would have been black comedy if it weren't so sombre a topic.

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That exchange was gold indeed!

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Why do I feel the first scene in the episode is after the movie is made and she is present only in her spirits? Because she is in the movie, and yet no one sees her. Literally and figuratively.

I'm floored, and yet I already want an out. I don't do tragedies well, and this one has one written all over it. Living with imminent death is already hard. To make it layered is harder. I love how detached NGM makes himself, how closed off he is with everyone, how hard he tries not to get hurt and yet he is walking into a minefield. Possibly that's how he eventually will end up facing his fears, and in turn, live a life that's more fulfilling? Because he is alive, but all but dead inside. She is all but dead but lives every minute as if it's a year long.

I take back what I said about JYB yesterday. Vincenzo left a bad taste, but this girl hits different here. I've always said that K movies are a different kind of beasts (everyone dies - brutally), this one is a K-drama all the way so far, but I don't see many tropes (so far it's only the sidekick who's so far very side-kickey).

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JYB can do dark roles very well. The movie Night In Paradise is a case in point, which opens my eyes and mind about what she’s capable for.

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I still don’t know how I fell about the leads — I wasn’t particularly impressed by the premiere episodes. On one hand, the male lead comes across as subdued and withdrawn from life, possibly weighed down by grief for both his parents and by his own creative stagnation as a director. It feels like he’s trapped under the curse of one-time success, just going through the motions without truly being present. On the other hand, the female lead is vibrant and full of energy, with a childlike demeanor that is tied to her awareness of her approaching death. At first, I found her exaggerated aegyo and physical mannerisms a bit jarring — though this might be a reflection of her terminal illness. Thankfully, her performance felt more grounded by the end of episode 2.
It’s clear that Je-ha is subconsciously drawn to her; he can’t take his eyes off her, and those intense stares say everything. I can’t wait to see his healing journey unfold, and for her to experience what it means to love and be loved before she says goodbye to life.

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The FL is so childish like ewwww.....
But the OTP conversation is so good like a conversation like this won't happen in RL, only in dramas.

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I like this actress, mostly for her role in Be Melodramatic, but given how her role in this drama is written and the age the character is supposed to be, her portrayal is jarring. The actress looks her age so it's a hard sell to see the character as a 25 year old. It's reminding me of other actors that I happen to like who missed the mark with their portrayals of teens and young adults. The go to always seems to have actors playing the characters like they're in their first year of middle school. I really wondered if her character's collapse on the film set caused some kind of impairment that has her mentally stuck at 25. That coupled with a case of arrested development. The whole time I watched the eps, I thought Kim Hye Yoon would be more believable in this role. Nam Goong Min is a really young looking 47. I don't see an age gap when they're on screen together. If the production was concerned about backlash over a major age gap between the leads, they should've have cast an actress in her thirties that can pass for 25. That's only if we don't find out later that the character really is older than she claims to be.

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Dramaddictally, thanks for the recap !

I like it, I have watched E3. I think NGM is what makes this work. The show overall seems more like a J drama than a K drama . Looking forward to E4.

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May I ask what are J dramas like?

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The Terminal illness , the subdued emotions.

One Litre of Tears (2005) is a classic terminal illness drama, based on a diary kept by a teen, as she slowly succumbs to her disease. 😢

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I’m in luck , YouTube has both the drama and the film! So I’ll be watching those starting today

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Thanks for this info

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